Sunday, March 17, 2013

h a p p y

Assalamualaikum...

Hi everybody. How are you today? How's your iman today? I hope you are fine as well as your iman. Alhamdulillah. i am still breathing today. Syukran Allah.

HAPPY. i'm happy each time i remember Allah. i'm happy each time i think i'm blessed everyday by Him. i'm happy when i feel loved by Allah. O Allah, a lot of miracles i have felt. I'm so sorry if i ever did not say Alhamdulillah. Ampunkan hambaMu ini Ya Allah :(

Syukran for everything that i got all this while, yesterday, today and on the coming days, in the future. Do bless me in every step i'm taking and going to take Allah. I depend on you, really depend on you since forever.

O Allah, do teach me to be grateful everyday, for everything that You gives me. Do teach me to get rid of any bad things and do help me in every test You're giving me Allah.

O Allah, i'm happy because You're with me. You did not leave me, do not leave me and will not leave me. I used to be hurt by people, and You healed my soul up. I used to lost my mom, and You always make me happy with Your wisdom and You let me think that, there's always a bless for every obstacle.

La Ilaha Illallah, Muhammadur Rasulullah.

I am just a slave in this world :(

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Saturday, March 16, 2013

Give and get sometimes do not work together

Assalamualaikum...

Give - Something that we share, we distribute or whatsoever you think it is.

Get - Something that we receive from others or whatsoever you think it is.

My definitions of that two words.

Do you get it? Please get it.

Guys, after what i have experienced before, give and get, sometimes, did not work together. But not always yaa.

Let us take some examples.

People worked very hard for something, giving their best efforts. In the end, they got an ordinary thing as a result.

My conclusion : It's fine, there must be a reason for not getting the best result ever. But believe Allah, trust Him, He will give them a better thing in the future. who knows? Allah knows it. Have faith that, Allah wants us to be grateful and keep giving the best efforts. As it's a great test for us actually. NEVER GIVE UP.

People have given a lot in the relationship with boyfriend or girlfriend. But in the end, they broke up and the relationship didn't last.

My conclusion : It's okay to break up with people, as long as we do not break up with Allah. Allah is still with us no matter what. If we break up with our boyfriend or girlfriend, do try to recall what we have done with them. Were we doing a lot of sins and bad things with them? Were we? If yes, it means that Allah doesn't want us to keep doing that sins, Allah loves us. Upgrade ourselves then, never look back, move forward, leave all those sins, repent to Allah. O Allah, alhamdulillah for loving me.

People gave everything, willing to do many things in order to be liked by those they like. In the end, the ones they like have liked another ones. They did not get those people's love in return.

My conclusion : It's okay, Allah has prepared us the better ones to take a good care of us, to like us, to love us. Allah wants us to upgrade ourselves first, before He gives us the best ones. Just have patience.

3 examples has been given. More examples could be written actually. But i would like you all to think them on your own. Always try to relate every hardness and each sadness with the blessed happiness later, in the future. Allah will test us first in order to strengthen our IMAN.

Sometimes, you give, but you do not get something back in return.
It's okay. It's better to be this way; we give, we pray, Allah gives, we get better.

See the difference? Sometimes we only gave, but we didn't pray, we didn't ask for Allah's help. Do a correction then. So that we'll get something better.

I'm just an ordinary person who always try to improve myself. Thanks.

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Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Amalan Surah An-Nur Ayat 35

Assalamualaikum...

I'm coming back. Guys, i would like to share something which was shared by Ustaz who teaches me Bahasa Arab Level 2 currently. He said it's good to practice this.

Okay, baca surah An-Nur Ayat 35 sebelum minum air and sebaiknya baca ayat tersebut right above the water. In shaa Allah semoga Allah melapangkan dada kita untuk menuntut ilmu dan semoga hati kita sentiasa bercahaya. Ilmu itu ibarat cahaya. Jadi, jom sama-sama amalkan, in sha Allah. tak susah pun.

Setakat ini sahaja.

Thanks for reading and never forget to spread the knowledge :)

-the end-

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Study Week In Progress

Assalamualaikum...

This week is a study week whereby people in all IPTA's or local university are busy studying and doing their own revision. I faced quiet hard times during this week as a lot of things were disturbing me. Thinking of that thinking of this will always be unfinished businesses right?

I have nine subjects to be covered before i sit for those subjects in the exam halls. i'm not going to say all those subjects are easy. seriously i felt them tough, neither too hard nor easy. TENGAH-TENGAH. something like that. this semester, i took calculus, c programming, economic statistics, microeconomics part one as well as politic, philosophy, debate, titas and arabic language as my foreign language (these five are all side subjects that i have to take besides school's subjects). no matter what, study has to go ONNNNNN :D

Calculus, i love it so much though sometimes i was sleepy in the class, but alhamdulillah i managed to cover it on my own 'coz i didn't want to be left behind for sure. Calculation is my first passion since i was young :) You do support my passion, then you'll be one of my loved ones ;)

C programming, seriously i didn't have basic on this before. Only after i chose to take this course i got to know that i have to study that thing. Well, it's interesting and how well the program would be, it depends on the intelligence of the programmer itself (based on the definition i read). hmmmm, the question is, do i manage to be a good programmer? i try i try. Do support me, in sya Allah :)

Economic statistics. i didn't find any economic in this statistics but i know it has. Huhu. STATISTICS, a part of Mathematics that i used to love so much. during the primary school secondary school well it seemed to be so easy. ahhhh it was just like a piece of cakes. here here? it's not like a piece of cakes anymore. it's just like a piece of heart which is pretty complicated. I take it as a challenge, "nothing is easy without any efforts". that phrase has motivated me a lot all this while. don't copy, that's mine. find other sentence to motivate you :D Joking. Never take it serious. Talking to myself, "Ayu, null hypothesis would be : Ayu = BOLEH". please accept this null hypothesis. since my P-value is larger than alpha, it's impossible to reject Ayu's null hypothesis at either 0.01,0.05 or 0.1 significance level. We can conclude that, Ayu, you can dear, please go on no matter what :') Ohh touching... (applicableeeeeee laaaaa no doubt.............................................................................)

Microeconomics part one. believe me, i'm an economist. i study economy as my best minor ever. why i said that is the best minor? it taught me to be a good household, and to my future husband, i'll be a good wife as i'm an economist too, not only a mathematician. So basically i could help him to have a perfect budget each year. Heeeeeee. Nice? okay stop dreaming of getting a husband now -_____- zZzZz...

Arabic language. Al-Quran's language. no doubt, it's useful :')

Debate, this made me to be more talkative than what i was at the origin. Double nice.

Titas, politic and philosophy. I talked a lot in these all classes. some might hate me so much as i was too talkative and some might love me so much as they said i was easy going. But the lecturers said it's good to talk, to ask and to be outspoken. Do not be shy as you won't improve. So, talk, voice up your opinion, as long as you're not screaming :)
These 3 subjects improve my soft skills. each presentation, i treated it easy because by studying these subjects, i managed to increase my self-confidence level. Confident is good. Over confident is bad.

So basically i have shared my experiences in studying these several subjects in the university.
Have a nice day :D

-the end-



Sunday, September 9, 2012

Campus Life

Assalamualaikum...

here my new life begins. it's not the same with the life in matriculation. it's just, too different. i just hope that i could simply adapt myself towards it. i don't have any ideas for campus life. but i surely know that i'm going to know 'bout it within this several months, insyaAllah. i hope everything's gonna be okay gonna be fine gonna be alright. insyaAllah amin. pray for me yea :)

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